ehh FML .

so school started ..boy was that a diaster . sure there are cute guys , don`t get me wrong . its just i thought people were gonna be friendlier . i`ve never thought this would be so hard . i actually cried in the car ride home after 2nd day of school . sad .. i know . its just people stare and ask what school i come from and automatically just assume im a bad kid or something . i really wanna make freinds . it really hurts not being my normal freinds . having to know that they`re having fun at school without you there sorta sucks . my mom is like oh you can make friends .. btu she doesn`t really its not that easy . something can`t be really done if both sides don`t contribute . its just right now i feel like FML . im trying to act like oh schools the best blah blah .. but i just never felt so outta place . i hope things will get better but the thing is right now im onna audition for willy wonka the play so i can get distracted from my school . idk why the new school is really taking a toll on me . so hard getting enough sleep and all . shcool starts at like 8 15 . holy cow that drives me nuts. i really wanna go to mmhs .. or at least for gr 12 to graduate with ym friends . life really sucks. inner pain that lawyas gonna be there ehh ..

i`ve got a feeling oohhh , thats its gonna be a good night {8}

dayum ! i got a good feeling that things will get better from now on . even though there were moments of downess (N) things just turn around from the frown LOL i sound so cheesy :D its all good . school is coming in a few days , i think im ready for it ! maybe it isn`t what i expect it to be .. hopefully right ? LOL . but imma take over it no matter what LMAO . tommrow school supply shopping YAY LOL . idk , shcool shopping is fun cos thats when parents can`t exactly say NO to you :D but yeah , i got all ym furniture at home . the new couch came in with like shoe rack and stuff . now the house is a home sweet home . today was fun with annie , chilled again after a long time . played DS . she pwned my ass on it ): so sad ! but imma kick her small ass one day on the karts ;) but yeah , chilled at the park being chsed by dayum misquitos ): but end up swinging on swings and talking about the moments that were fun and sorta devious in our lives . just realize when you talk about memories from before .. it feels as if they just happened yesterday . just can`t believe time pass by so fast you know .. too bad we can`t just stay in the good times . can`t wait too see whats ahead of this road i still walk in . and if mmhs people is reading this .. I AM VISITING ON FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL <>O STAY AT SCHOOL (: { i know its gonna be alrite from now on cos were all destines fro greatness <3

- cw

end of summer 'O9 )':

well , summer is ending (N) sucks ehh ? i know , every good thing has to end . but i guess for me this summer was a okay summer . full of drama and emotions i guess .. but i spent this summer with my family the most . i relaize how much i sometimes take advantage of them and its not right. my mom alwyas said to me appreciate things while you have em cos if you don`t , it can be taken away in a snap of a finger . which is true . so lately i have visited the USA .. BUFFALO . lame i know .. but fun in the end . was really planning for like NEW YORK ; MANHATTAN but i guess i gotta settle for less LOL . but we shopped. aeropostale there is MAD cheap . everything there were like 15 bucks or less . LOVE LOVE state shopping . interesting signs we saw on the way { adopt a street .. i want a street ): LMFAO . but yeeah , spent time with cousin and aunt . loads of fun . hopefully we can stay longer there next time and go sightseeing ! but it was real fun in the end , long ride but fun :D so whats next , few days before it all ends . i guess we`re finally gettign the new laether couch for our house and back to school shopping . atm trying to smooth over family drama and get everyone smiling again (y) but whats next for me .. trying to conquer school and fighting off my fears . i can do it , i am THE CHRISTINE WONG . i can walk in to that school and not fail LOL .. hopefully . im glad to have my best friend annie there with me . so .. aja aja fighting ! LOL { full house

` living life to the fullest and never be intimated cos im a phenemonal women !

aiighttttt baaaaabes , g`nights !
-cw <3