ehh FML .

so school started ..boy was that a diaster . sure there are cute guys , don`t get me wrong . its just i thought people were gonna be friendlier . i`ve never thought this would be so hard . i actually cried in the car ride home after 2nd day of school . sad .. i know . its just people stare and ask what school i come from and automatically just assume im a bad kid or something . i really wanna make freinds . it really hurts not being my normal freinds . having to know that they`re having fun at school without you there sorta sucks . my mom is like oh you can make friends .. btu she doesn`t really its not that easy . something can`t be really done if both sides don`t contribute . its just right now i feel like FML . im trying to act like oh schools the best blah blah .. but i just never felt so outta place . i hope things will get better but the thing is right now im onna audition for willy wonka the play so i can get distracted from my school . idk why the new school is really taking a toll on me . so hard getting enough sleep and all . shcool starts at like 8 15 . holy cow that drives me nuts. i really wanna go to mmhs .. or at least for gr 12 to graduate with ym friends . life really sucks. inner pain that lawyas gonna be there ehh ..