its 2k10 baaaaaaby ! <3

hmm , haven`t bloggedddd for a heck of a long time ! well im back . so hmmm , lets just start with a warm HAPPY NEW YEARS ! wow , looking back @ `O9 . manny memories f`real . don`t know how i would have gotten thru it without my family and friends . you guys mean SOO much to me , no lies . i styll remember the days back @ mmhs . fun times tho so much dumb sh*t happen and drama going on .. we all styll got thru it and im glad we did . this year we all became the person we are now from all the stuff we`ve been thru. missing those relaxing summer days where we just chill wherever , good times . partys , beach , pmall . no matter where my friends made my day . the big change for me during O9 was moving . i have never moved anywhere new or been the new kid .. boy was that a experince . thank gosh i had my best friend annie there with me . wasn`t for her i don`t know what the heck i would do ): but yeah , not a mmhs girly anywhere . i be rocking them PETHS LOL. yuppp , the new kid there . i remember how i was SO upset cos i made no friends in the beginning and i would go home crying . but then vivian and natalie and steph came up to me one day and asked me to eat lunch , friends ever since . thanks guys :)
hmm , i still miss mmhs with all my heart , but when i come to think of it . i wouldn`t change what happen this yr for it . if i stayed @ mmhs , i wouldn`t be with my loving stevenlam <3 or met any new friends . moving and adpating to a new enviroment was honestly a big change for me but a good one . cos if it wasn`t for that , i wouldn`t have stepped outta my comfort zone . honestly to me , i always knew my place and where i stand @ school back at mmhs . i knew who were the people who were beyotches , the fakes , the bullys , the ethnics groups . i always knew my place and what i have to do . but for once . i fee like im not in charge of whats going to happen . feels like i can finally go with the flow now .
new yr means new change .
made new year resolutions of course . try my best to follow em this yr LOL .
but main thing this yr is to go with the flow , and let things happen cos i know they happen for a reason .

+ hehee , today spent the first of 2o1o with my baby :)
interesting day with him . chilled @ home .
then went to play in the snow like little kids .
then went bowlinggg , can`t believe i got my ass pwned by someone who never bowled before D:
but its all good , i styll love him . <3

; if your reading this , imma leave you with something important for this yr mmky ?

love each day & live with no fear .
^ do that & you`ll be living your life to the fullest .

anyways , nights and imma try to blog more about my 2k10 :)

- cw .