i have nothing , if i don`t have you . ♥

i won`t hold it back again , this passion inside . ♥ (8)

so whats goood blogspot ? so im back to update . you have no idea how much i needa write LOL . lately i`ve been such a lazy ass , but idk , felt a boost of energy to writie today . so its a sunday night well now its monday morning LOL . so yeah , whats been happening lately . so yeah . on friday , i had my semi formal hehe !
what a blast . tiring tho cos of school before . but then a live night with all my friends + boyfriend . so happy he came . tho he barely like know much people , he came for me ♥ love him :)
so yeaaah , semi dinner was tasty but really small . and then they has such like crap load music there . dj is like .. retarded , period LOL .
so yeah dance the night away and we camwhored of course . didn`t take as many pictures as i thought LOL
what happen that night .. mm well i swear everyone was on the swagger ass game mode . everyone dancing together and holding hands * wink wink .
annie and her chop . nat and her chop . and other people :)
so yeah , my heels were killing me D:
i wanted to like rip off my legs , cos i couldnt even walk properly and i had to walk to time square with steven to get a ride home LOL , such a fail , cos we had to j walk to ):
but other than that , a verrrry good night indeed :)

next day i just chilled with steven , haven`t chilled with him for a while due to stuupid ass school work . idk this semester has beeen sooooo hard , like i have all my hard courses and i`ve beeen like slackin off . either talking , or sleeping in class . im gonna fail epically D:
but i chose out my courses for next year , tho im not sure what i wanna be when i grow up , i took a variety of courses to help me out LOL . whatta asian fail .. i know ):
but yeaah .

oh yeaah , gotta tell you this life changing show for me .
the BURIED LIFE ♥
this is honestly the best ahhh-maizing show i have ever seeen. so basically the show is about four normal guys who were sick of living such a routined life and not living life to the fullest and the unexpected. they got a tour bus and made a list of 100 things to do before you die . and they are travelling everywhere to accomplishe everything on the list . and everytime they finish one , they were gonna help someone do one on their list. and the things they do for other people honestly made such a big difference to them . they are all strangers but they styll help out . i find that the true meaning of life . its not all about the money you make or what you wear or how popular you are . its about how you live your life and helping to make a difference in someone elses life that is not as fortunate as you . they made me look @ life differently now . i wanna go help people out , maybe take a year off and go travel around , figure things out ya know . so boredjust constantly going to school doing chores . finding no meaning in life now other than friends, family & boyfriend of course :) ♥
but yeah so me and edward are determined to make a list during march break of 100 things to do before we die ♥
bwahaha won`t that be fun . also during march break , em and edward are gonnna make youtube covers , photography , cooking time :)
and imma be producing a song with arlen , get a jump start in life ya know ;)

but yeah , tryin to live life to the fullest . even tho we are fortunate to have many more days to live unlike some people , that doesn`t give us a good reason not to live it to the fullest everyday .

im excited for whats to come in life now . after having such a differnt look on life now from the show .. excited ♥

also going to visit mmhs on friday with boyfriend , gonna show him off a bit ;) LOL
and gonna reahc pmall with steven ely & gpo , bbt & camwhore guys (L)

so anyways , gonna head to bed , gettin tired LOL

mmk , bye ♥

-cw .