i won`t hold it back again , this passion inside . ♥ (8)
so whats goood blogspot ? so im back to update . you have no idea how much i needa write LOL . lately i`ve been such a lazy ass , but idk , felt a boost of energy to writie today . so its a sunday night well now its monday morning LOL . so yeah , whats been happening lately . so yeah . on friday , i had my semi formal hehe !
what a blast . tiring tho cos of school before . but then a live night with all my friends + boyfriend . so happy he came . tho he barely like know much people , he came for me ♥ love him :)
so yeaaah , semi dinner was tasty but really small . and then they has such like crap load music there . dj is like .. retarded , period LOL .
so yeah dance the night away and we camwhored of course . didn`t take as many pictures as i thought LOL
what happen that night .. mm well i swear everyone was on the swagger ass game mode . everyone dancing together and holding hands * wink wink .
annie and her chop . nat and her chop . and other people :)
so yeah , my heels were killing me D:
i wanted to like rip off my legs , cos i couldnt even walk properly and i had to walk to time square with steven to get a ride home LOL , such a fail , cos we had to j walk to ):
but other than that , a verrrry good night indeed :)
next day i just chilled with steven , haven`t chilled with him for a while due to stuupid ass school work . idk this semester has beeen sooooo hard , like i have all my hard courses and i`ve beeen like slackin off . either talking , or sleeping in class . im gonna fail epically D:
but i chose out my courses for next year , tho im not sure what i wanna be when i grow up , i took a variety of courses to help me out LOL . whatta asian fail .. i know ):
but yeaah .
oh yeaah , gotta tell you this life changing show for me .
the BURIED LIFE ♥
this is honestly the best ahhh-maizing show i have ever seeen. so basically the show is about four normal guys who were sick of living such a routined life and not living life to the fullest and the unexpected. they got a tour bus and made a list of 100 things to do before you die . and they are travelling everywhere to accomplishe everything on the list . and everytime they finish one , they were gonna help someone do one on their list. and the things they do for other people honestly made such a big difference to them . they are all strangers but they styll help out . i find that the true meaning of life . its not all about the money you make or what you wear or how popular you are . its about how you live your life and helping to make a difference in someone elses life that is not as fortunate as you . they made me look @ life differently now . i wanna go help people out , maybe take a year off and go travel around , figure things out ya know . so boredjust constantly going to school doing chores . finding no meaning in life now other than friends, family & boyfriend of course :) ♥
but yeah so me and edward are determined to make a list during march break of 100 things to do before we die ♥
bwahaha won`t that be fun . also during march break , em and edward are gonnna make youtube covers , photography , cooking time :)
and imma be producing a song with arlen , get a jump start in life ya know ;)
but yeah , tryin to live life to the fullest . even tho we are fortunate to have many more days to live unlike some people , that doesn`t give us a good reason not to live it to the fullest everyday .
im excited for whats to come in life now . after having such a differnt look on life now from the show .. excited ♥
also going to visit mmhs on friday with boyfriend , gonna show him off a bit ;) LOL
and gonna reahc pmall with steven ely & gpo , bbt & camwhore guys (L)
so anyways , gonna head to bed , gettin tired LOL
mmk , bye ♥
-cw .
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
chasing pavements . (L)
hehee , haven`t blogged for a long time :O
so yeah back to update on my February moments . so school has been such a bore . like shoot me x_x
been sleeeping in class soo much lately thats its bad LOL . so yeah , course selections are like this week , so im like deciding what courses to take . not even like sure what i want to be , struggles ? i know ):
but yeah imma just take a bunch of course that intrest me and i`ll see how it goes on from there :)
so this pass weekend was valentines day , family day & chinese new years . so on saturday i went to get my semi dress with steven . he was so cute tryin on different clothes LOL . cos he told me he like never shops , so that was fun . i was sooo tired that day tho , idk why ): but yeah i found my dress @ costa blanca . pretty cute dress , already saw it online so i had in mind what i would be looking for anyways LOL . so i got like a navy purple ish dress thats strapless and has liek sequence in the front . and steven got this dress shirt and best thing . its cute ;)
+ on family day, i had to do my surprise for steven . i made dinner from a cookbook , that was a struggle . then i lit candles everywhere so it looks nice and romantic . i surprised him good :)
he was sooooo shocked made me giggle LOL . and yeah , he took these adorable pictures on my laptop . and made such a hot video on my phone too >; )
so yeh thats whats been going on with me , semi in two days (L)
totally freaaakin excited for it . then next week , probably chillage with mmhs friends :)
bring my boyfriend down too hehe !
so yeah i`ll blog after semi to let you know what went down ;)
' nights <3
so yeah back to update on my February moments . so school has been such a bore . like shoot me x_x
been sleeeping in class soo much lately thats its bad LOL . so yeah , course selections are like this week , so im like deciding what courses to take . not even like sure what i want to be , struggles ? i know ):
but yeah imma just take a bunch of course that intrest me and i`ll see how it goes on from there :)
so this pass weekend was valentines day , family day & chinese new years . so on saturday i went to get my semi dress with steven . he was so cute tryin on different clothes LOL . cos he told me he like never shops , so that was fun . i was sooo tired that day tho , idk why ): but yeah i found my dress @ costa blanca . pretty cute dress , already saw it online so i had in mind what i would be looking for anyways LOL . so i got like a navy purple ish dress thats strapless and has liek sequence in the front . and steven got this dress shirt and best thing . its cute ;)
+ on family day, i had to do my surprise for steven . i made dinner from a cookbook , that was a struggle . then i lit candles everywhere so it looks nice and romantic . i surprised him good :)
he was sooooo shocked made me giggle LOL . and yeah , he took these adorable pictures on my laptop . and made such a hot video on my phone too >; )
so yeh thats whats been going on with me , semi in two days (L)
totally freaaakin excited for it . then next week , probably chillage with mmhs friends :)
bring my boyfriend down too hehe !
so yeah i`ll blog after semi to let you know what went down ;)
' nights <3
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
baby i`ll love you (8) ♥
haven`t blogged for a while , say word . hectic week ish ? not reallly .. idk LOL
so whats been happening lately . well , school has been BORING as usual . but guess what ? semi formal is coming up for my school . the theme is semi sweet formal ! get it ? LOOL
so yeaah , steven said he`ll go to semi :)
cheyeaah , so excited to see how the night goes , sure we`re all gonna have a blast fo`'shooo ♥
so yeah . getting my haircut tmrw too ! need to have a trim and layer it . & also some random chinese thingy saying how you should like cut it LOL . idk watever . need to look nice for semi :)
also valentine is coming up :)
i planned a little something for my babe . can`t reveal cos watch he finds my blog and finds out but i`ll blog about it after :)
shopping saturday for my dress . get to dress steven up and see how he looks with a formal clothing on heheh !
exciteddd <3
anywways i`ll blog more later on , tiredd liek hell D:
nights ♥
so whats been happening lately . well , school has been BORING as usual . but guess what ? semi formal is coming up for my school . the theme is semi sweet formal ! get it ? LOOL
so yeaah , steven said he`ll go to semi :)
cheyeaah , so excited to see how the night goes , sure we`re all gonna have a blast fo`'shooo ♥
so yeah . getting my haircut tmrw too ! need to have a trim and layer it . & also some random chinese thingy saying how you should like cut it LOL . idk watever . need to look nice for semi :)
also valentine is coming up :)
i planned a little something for my babe . can`t reveal cos watch he finds my blog and finds out but i`ll blog about it after :)
shopping saturday for my dress . get to dress steven up and see how he looks with a formal clothing on heheh !
exciteddd <3
anywways i`ll blog more later on , tiredd liek hell D:
nights ♥
Sunday, February 7, 2010
whatta night , ♥
what a fun weekend :)
had a jam pack three day for me , friday , saturday & sunday ftw ♥
so lets start off from friday, basically a boring school like usual but then i signed up for a snowboarding trip @ school with steven & arlen LOL , that was such a fail for me . i like TRIED snowboarding but end up falling and sucking @ it ):
my math teacher made me like fall on my knees cos she fell infront of me and i didn`t know how to stop . oh maaaan , i got like this HUGE ass brusie on my knee (n) but yeah , had fun trying to learn it , check mark for new yr resoulutions , try something new :) it was interesting to watch steven & arlen to master their skills on snowboarding LOL . also bus ride me and arlen were like rapping and making dumb jokes . and bus ride back just wanted to sleep on steven but the movie was sooooo dayummm loud D:
saturdaaaay ! ♥
so saturday was tralins birthdaaaay jam :)
so me and steven head out to stc that day to go find tralin a present , such a struggle + we were looking ll over walmart to look for the ONE card for her !
hmm , so when we got to go for tea , everyone just made me smile , they`re warm welcome when me and steven came . they`re so effin cute <3>n there was marcus and carol ♥ and sonia and derek ♥ couple alert much ;)
LOL then sundaaay cameee ! what is sunday , well its me and steven`s 3rd month ! ♥ woke up early to head to church ): then texted steven to say my good morning to him :) then we plannned to go reach putting edge @ younge ish . that was interestinnng , i expected like a nice big fun place , whatta fail but it was fun ! we made our own fun version . kicking and blocking balls everywhere ><>teven @ air hockey ! he like epically failed @ it LOL then we trade in our tickets to get crappy candy ): but yeah , we walked our way to the mall and just chilled there for a bit then headed home . had to run after the bus .. fml ): then had to wait for the bus @ mccowan , TNA jacket is a lifesaver , so warm ! but steven was freezing cold , had to hold him to keep him warm LOL . then we got back to my housee , i like got steven a heater and blanket and everything to make sure he was warm . so jokes ! then started making dinnner and eating :) fatsses for the winnnn yoo ! then i did my homework ... ish ;) ; HAPPY THREE MONTHS BABY (L)
` 110709 , ♥
so yeaaah , fun jam packed weekend i had , everyone i was with , you guys are awesomeeeeee btw , ♥ love youuuuuuuuuuuu`s . -cw ♥
had a jam pack three day for me , friday , saturday & sunday ftw ♥
so lets start off from friday, basically a boring school like usual but then i signed up for a snowboarding trip @ school with steven & arlen LOL , that was such a fail for me . i like TRIED snowboarding but end up falling and sucking @ it ):
my math teacher made me like fall on my knees cos she fell infront of me and i didn`t know how to stop . oh maaaan , i got like this HUGE ass brusie on my knee (n) but yeah , had fun trying to learn it , check mark for new yr resoulutions , try something new :) it was interesting to watch steven & arlen to master their skills on snowboarding LOL . also bus ride me and arlen were like rapping and making dumb jokes . and bus ride back just wanted to sleep on steven but the movie was sooooo dayummm loud D:
saturdaaaay ! ♥
so saturday was tralins birthdaaaay jam :)
so me and steven head out to stc that day to go find tralin a present , such a struggle + we were looking ll over walmart to look for the ONE card for her !
hmm , so when we got to go for tea , everyone just made me smile , they`re warm welcome when me and steven came . they`re so effin cute <3>n there was marcus and carol ♥ and sonia and derek ♥ couple alert much ;)
LOL then sundaaay cameee ! what is sunday , well its me and steven`s 3rd month ! ♥ woke up early to head to church ): then texted steven to say my good morning to him :) then we plannned to go reach putting edge @ younge ish . that was interestinnng , i expected like a nice big fun place , whatta fail but it was fun ! we made our own fun version . kicking and blocking balls everywhere ><>teven @ air hockey ! he like epically failed @ it LOL then we trade in our tickets to get crappy candy ): but yeah , we walked our way to the mall and just chilled there for a bit then headed home . had to run after the bus .. fml ): then had to wait for the bus @ mccowan , TNA jacket is a lifesaver , so warm ! but steven was freezing cold , had to hold him to keep him warm LOL . then we got back to my housee , i like got steven a heater and blanket and everything to make sure he was warm . so jokes ! then started making dinnner and eating :) fatsses for the winnnn yoo ! then i did my homework ... ish ;) ; HAPPY THREE MONTHS BABY (L)
` 110709 , ♥
so yeaaah , fun jam packed weekend i had , everyone i was with , you guys are awesomeeeeee btw , ♥ love youuuuuuuuuuuu`s . -cw ♥
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
i`m gonna be with you (8) .
well well , back again :)
yeah i have no life LOL , but i styll gotta write down some memories !
so today , nothing much happen , same old , boring ass classes of course .
tho in science me and vivian like making jokes and cracking up :) i actually did work in science too ehh , i was SO surprise @ myself & @ vivian . we were just like chilling out while our teacher was doing her own thing :)
so yeah , then english came , it was a okay class , i changed my seat so i sit with some next girl .watever , as long as i don`t sit alone its all good :)
then i had gym , that was sooooo jks . played dodgeball , so yeah , i can throw for shyt ! i suckeddd @ throwing , so instead i just caught balls LOL . i like knocked down 4 girls when it was like 6 against 1 :) sick ehh ? i know ;)
but yeah history was BORINNNG , i was texting jasmine half the time and fallng asleeep .
oh my gsh , guess who msges me on msn after 2 years ... hasan -.-
that was the most fcuked up convo i ever had . just a good reminder why i hate your ass >;P
he thought that i thought he stylll liked me , like wtf , uh i don`t think that and never will buddy .
and hes like yo don`t get your hopes up , im like i have a boyfriend , then hes like yo you think im stupid , i know .
im like well atm yeah i think your stupid . he just laughed . and kept saying bye , like stfu already -.-
honestly you run your mouth off , so fcuken cocky , ew . get a life pls !
so yeah , after school , chilled around with my good old friends :)
then walked home with boyfriend cos tonight we were gonna go to dinner with my family .
my cousin and my sis boyfriend was there too . interesting dinner , tho i was mad ass tireddd , i hardly talked @ all . but yeah , wroteee my long ass note in stevens ipod :)
gotta write him a loving msg every now and then LOL
so yeaaah , im pretty excited about this week , tho i hate semester two cos of the hard subjects . this week im going snowboarding (yn) gonna pok gai fo`shureee D:
but i got steven to save me , hopefully LOL
then saturday tralins birthday dinner :)
chillage with my old friends + steven is coming to meet em .
neeed their approval ya know ;)
then on sunday might chill with boyfriend again , its our 3rd month hehe <3
anyways , good week coming up .
outs .
-cw <3
yeah i have no life LOL , but i styll gotta write down some memories !
so today , nothing much happen , same old , boring ass classes of course .
tho in science me and vivian like making jokes and cracking up :) i actually did work in science too ehh , i was SO surprise @ myself & @ vivian . we were just like chilling out while our teacher was doing her own thing :)
so yeah , then english came , it was a okay class , i changed my seat so i sit with some next girl .watever , as long as i don`t sit alone its all good :)
then i had gym , that was sooooo jks . played dodgeball , so yeah , i can throw for shyt ! i suckeddd @ throwing , so instead i just caught balls LOL . i like knocked down 4 girls when it was like 6 against 1 :) sick ehh ? i know ;)
but yeah history was BORINNNG , i was texting jasmine half the time and fallng asleeep .
oh my gsh , guess who msges me on msn after 2 years ... hasan -.-
that was the most fcuked up convo i ever had . just a good reminder why i hate your ass >;P
he thought that i thought he stylll liked me , like wtf , uh i don`t think that and never will buddy .
and hes like yo don`t get your hopes up , im like i have a boyfriend , then hes like yo you think im stupid , i know .
im like well atm yeah i think your stupid . he just laughed . and kept saying bye , like stfu already -.-
honestly you run your mouth off , so fcuken cocky , ew . get a life pls !
so yeah , after school , chilled around with my good old friends :)
then walked home with boyfriend cos tonight we were gonna go to dinner with my family .
my cousin and my sis boyfriend was there too . interesting dinner , tho i was mad ass tireddd , i hardly talked @ all . but yeah , wroteee my long ass note in stevens ipod :)
gotta write him a loving msg every now and then LOL
so yeaaah , im pretty excited about this week , tho i hate semester two cos of the hard subjects . this week im going snowboarding (yn) gonna pok gai fo`shureee D:
but i got steven to save me , hopefully LOL
then saturday tralins birthday dinner :)
chillage with my old friends + steven is coming to meet em .
neeed their approval ya know ;)
then on sunday might chill with boyfriend again , its our 3rd month hehe <3
anyways , good week coming up .
outs .
-cw <3
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
undescribable .
so im back :)
new semester just starteddd .. how fun (n) so basically i have all the hard ass subjects this semester , boo ! such a fail @ finding my classes . tho i`ve been @ pet for like three months i got lost cos i don`t know the upstair at all . so bad . but yeah . i like science cos i got vivian :) and gym is fun cos i got annie . honestly fml in english and history . first its boring & second i know like no one . i hate being like the new loner kid in class . hopefully things will get well tmrw ):
but yeah , SOOO determined to do uber well this semester . gonna get 75 + hopefully (L)
but yeah , first day back @ school . missed all my friends + steven .
chilled with him today cos i haven`t chilled with him for three days . missed him SOO much ):
but yeah today paid off :)
so dinner with everyone tmrw , like steven + my sister boyfriend + my whole family + cousins ..
won`t this be something LOOOOL
anyways heading to bed , dead ass tiredd , blog soon <3
new semester just starteddd .. how fun (n) so basically i have all the hard ass subjects this semester , boo ! such a fail @ finding my classes . tho i`ve been @ pet for like three months i got lost cos i don`t know the upstair at all . so bad . but yeah . i like science cos i got vivian :) and gym is fun cos i got annie . honestly fml in english and history . first its boring & second i know like no one . i hate being like the new loner kid in class . hopefully things will get well tmrw ):
but yeah , SOOO determined to do uber well this semester . gonna get 75 + hopefully (L)
but yeah , first day back @ school . missed all my friends + steven .
chilled with him today cos i haven`t chilled with him for three days . missed him SOO much ):
but yeah today paid off :)
so dinner with everyone tmrw , like steven + my sister boyfriend + my whole family + cousins ..
won`t this be something LOOOOL
anyways heading to bed , dead ass tiredd , blog soon <3
Saturday, January 30, 2010
your the reason i smile . ♥
" you`re a beautiful surprise . "
- indie arie♥
so i`ve been listening to this song that just talks about finding the one . just reminds me so much of my boyfriend LOL. so yeah , sorta a blog about him. i`m really glad i met him this year. honestly i had no intentions of finding a boyfriend , mostly just checking them out LOL but yeah , i still remember when i first walked into that class and i thought you were cute . a month later i sat beside you and thats where it all started . talking to you everyday then our feelings began to grow . you just make me smile with you`re little sped moments :) i love how we have those silly moments of acting retaaaarded and then i love how we have those days where we just sit and talk about everything . i remember the day @ second cup . just sat there with you for two hours just talking about everything . school , cars , movies .. everything . your my monkey in a cup LOL ! then you had a talk with me about our "point of view " during the time before we went out LOL . ohmygsh , just these little things you do just gets me falling more in love with you.
im just really thankful that i moved here cos then i wouldn`t have met you and wouldn`t have fallen in love with the person you are babe ♥
` 110709 ♥
alsoooo , im just really thankful for everything in general. im really happy for the family that god have provided for me. they have been there for & supported me in every way. they have honestly put up with the stupid things i`ve done and they styll love me. without them idk who i would have became. tho some days we argue and hate each other but we all know that deep down we love each other ♥
- also im thankful for my friends. tho i met some new ones this yr & gotten close to them i have not forgotten my old ones. i styll remember those days back at mmhs where we laugh @ the randomest things and just have a great time during lunch cos that's our like chilling time. i remember the summer time where we all head down to the beach , birthday parties , bbtea . those were the days , & now @ peths i met new friends who are close with god and can have a spiritual walk with me. im just very fortunate to have known the people who are part of my life today. you guys are the best .
- love cw ♥
- indie arie♥
so i`ve been listening to this song that just talks about finding the one . just reminds me so much of my boyfriend LOL. so yeah , sorta a blog about him. i`m really glad i met him this year. honestly i had no intentions of finding a boyfriend , mostly just checking them out LOL but yeah , i still remember when i first walked into that class and i thought you were cute . a month later i sat beside you and thats where it all started . talking to you everyday then our feelings began to grow . you just make me smile with you`re little sped moments :) i love how we have those silly moments of acting retaaaarded and then i love how we have those days where we just sit and talk about everything . i remember the day @ second cup . just sat there with you for two hours just talking about everything . school , cars , movies .. everything . your my monkey in a cup LOL ! then you had a talk with me about our "point of view " during the time before we went out LOL . ohmygsh , just these little things you do just gets me falling more in love with you.
im just really thankful that i moved here cos then i wouldn`t have met you and wouldn`t have fallen in love with the person you are babe ♥
` 110709 ♥
alsoooo , im just really thankful for everything in general. im really happy for the family that god have provided for me. they have been there for & supported me in every way. they have honestly put up with the stupid things i`ve done and they styll love me. without them idk who i would have became. tho some days we argue and hate each other but we all know that deep down we love each other ♥
- also im thankful for my friends. tho i met some new ones this yr & gotten close to them i have not forgotten my old ones. i styll remember those days back at mmhs where we laugh @ the randomest things and just have a great time during lunch cos that's our like chilling time. i remember the summer time where we all head down to the beach , birthday parties , bbtea . those were the days , & now @ peths i met new friends who are close with god and can have a spiritual walk with me. im just very fortunate to have known the people who are part of my life today. you guys are the best .
- love cw ♥
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
uhhh funny but awkwarddd .. LOOOL ♥
ROFLLLL , i honestly know the weirdest people ! okay so yeah today i just notice everyone seem to msg me today on msn . okay so right at this moment i have this guy from my elementry school confessing how he had a crush for me in elementry school for the longest time LOOOL wtf ?! he was datin my friend too , thats messed , period . hes like sayin how he was wants to grab my ass and stuff O_O
and then i have this other guys who was like IN LOVE with me last yr and asked me out like 1000million times ! and now hes saying how he wants to take me out to dinner for my birthday LOOOL .
and then i have alexxx my ah jiy telling me he wants a gay partner or a girl who makes sandwiches and bed sheets for him ! LFMAO you crack me uppppp budddy :)
then i have my new freind telling me that its over between him & his girl whom they been tgt for like 10 months ! likeeeeeee whoooooa ):
so saddd , tryna talk to him about it now .
and then i have gordon my bestie who i misss to death , talking about spacing out in exams LOL best thing to do honestly .
& last but not least , my boyfriend :)
just talking with him gets me smiling ♥ miss him sooo much tho i saw him before my exam today .
today exam was such a epic fail . i was doing so well with the multiple choice then the long answer ones i was like ohhhhh snap D:
i didn`t know half the answers. honestly made them uppp ! oh well , styll passing at least (y)
yeah one more exam tmrw , gotta start crammmming .. soon :)
anyways what a interesting day im having .
bloggg again later !
-cw♥
and then i have this other guys who was like IN LOVE with me last yr and asked me out like 1000million times ! and now hes saying how he wants to take me out to dinner for my birthday LOOOL .
and then i have alexxx my ah jiy telling me he wants a gay partner or a girl who makes sandwiches and bed sheets for him ! LFMAO you crack me uppppp budddy :)
then i have my new freind telling me that its over between him & his girl whom they been tgt for like 10 months ! likeeeeeee whoooooa ):
so saddd , tryna talk to him about it now .
and then i have gordon my bestie who i misss to death , talking about spacing out in exams LOL best thing to do honestly .
& last but not least , my boyfriend :)
just talking with him gets me smiling ♥ miss him sooo much tho i saw him before my exam today .
today exam was such a epic fail . i was doing so well with the multiple choice then the long answer ones i was like ohhhhh snap D:
i didn`t know half the answers. honestly made them uppp ! oh well , styll passing at least (y)
yeah one more exam tmrw , gotta start crammmming .. soon :)
anyways what a interesting day im having .
bloggg again later !
-cw♥
Saturday, January 23, 2010
this ain't no fantasy, it is a dream come true ♥
well well , haven`t worte in a pretty long time :O
my bad LOL , soo this week is pretty stressful . semester one just ended .. boo (n) cos no more class with baby . but then now i get to relax cos of exam week . i only have like two exams . im SOOO frikking lazy to study . idk why . i know im passing atm so im like slacking off . so yeah . anything interesting happening the past week . not really .. just been chillin aroung school . rapping with alex and tryna help patrick write songs. that was such a fail .. ):
but yeah , friday was fun . chilled a bit with s.lam . he looks so damn cyyyyyute in a fitted . like oh my motha fcuken damn :O so hot LOL
but yeah chilled with him for a bit and made bets with him . got this thing we do now LOL.
after went to KNA with nat and viv . that was fun . tho steph and viv left me and nat cos they needed to study for history exam :( but yeah me and nat was chilling with jesse and brady and dickson . we have the most interestiing talk . we went from talking about lights to animals , to crap to business , to maple story to Bjays . like WTF . so messed up but so jks . it was real fun. we were suppose to be studying for exams . like all of us brought books and everythng but we didn`t even bother @ all LOL.
+ this week , it was a good week , everything was just easier and i got to be more close with steven . we talking about how we met and his point of view of everything . we had our bonding moment and that was uber fun f`real ♥
im happy things are getting better with us and that were growing closer. idk but for some reason meeting knew people especially like guys got me feeling more attached to steven and feels like i know hes important to me :)
hope thats a goood thing LOL
but yeaaah , gotta clean my room atm cos i made a mess the pass few days and today i went babysitting @ SCAC and i got paid 1O bucks likeee woot woot LOL
but yeah gotta clean and start busting my ass to studying . blog more soon !
- cw ♥
my bad LOL , soo this week is pretty stressful . semester one just ended .. boo (n) cos no more class with baby . but then now i get to relax cos of exam week . i only have like two exams . im SOOO frikking lazy to study . idk why . i know im passing atm so im like slacking off . so yeah . anything interesting happening the past week . not really .. just been chillin aroung school . rapping with alex and tryna help patrick write songs. that was such a fail .. ):
but yeah , friday was fun . chilled a bit with s.lam . he looks so damn cyyyyyute in a fitted . like oh my motha fcuken damn :O so hot LOL
but yeah chilled with him for a bit and made bets with him . got this thing we do now LOL.
after went to KNA with nat and viv . that was fun . tho steph and viv left me and nat cos they needed to study for history exam :( but yeah me and nat was chilling with jesse and brady and dickson . we have the most interestiing talk . we went from talking about lights to animals , to crap to business , to maple story to Bjays . like WTF . so messed up but so jks . it was real fun. we were suppose to be studying for exams . like all of us brought books and everythng but we didn`t even bother @ all LOL.
+ this week , it was a good week , everything was just easier and i got to be more close with steven . we talking about how we met and his point of view of everything . we had our bonding moment and that was uber fun f`real ♥
im happy things are getting better with us and that were growing closer. idk but for some reason meeting knew people especially like guys got me feeling more attached to steven and feels like i know hes important to me :)
hope thats a goood thing LOL
but yeaaah , gotta clean my room atm cos i made a mess the pass few days and today i went babysitting @ SCAC and i got paid 1O bucks likeee woot woot LOL
but yeah gotta clean and start busting my ass to studying . blog more soon !
- cw ♥
Sunday, January 17, 2010
im feelin' so much different then before ♥
oh hot damn , didn`t post for a while . so whats new lately .. hmmm ..?
nothing much lately , this week was verry stressful or more like confusing week for me.
didn`t spend that much time with boyfriend cos i went down to mmhs & i went shopping for my jacket so that i can go snowboarding with the school (y) but yeah on friday was a good / bad day for me . so yeahh , i was like so exicted for after school and totally didn`t pay attention to math test cos i just wanted to see steven and spend time with him cos i missed him for the pass few days . then after school he like tells me hes leaving , hugs me and left D:
honestly that broke my heart into two . he tells me he missed me SOO much and stuff but he just leaves . and it sucked more when everyone kept asking me where he was and why he didn`t stay i tried doing the whole silent treatment but i couldn`t cos i missed him too much so then i finally msged him . told him i missed him and hes like wanna do something liek RIGHT NOW cos he missed me too :)
so we end up chilling until 7- 11 something . just that time with him made me :D
so yeah weekends was such a (n) , i got sick for a bit . my head felt like it was a hot air balloon & then i tried changing my ringtone on my phone but not only did i do that , i end uo killing it too ;$
fml moment for me honestly . like it kept freezing , i think my ringtone had a virus to it or something like wtf -.-
so yah , steven texted me and i was in the middle of texting him back and it froze .. fml fml fml !
so i finally manage to delet the ringtone and it worked again ! i was so happy :)
first thing i do , text steven ♥
and we end up texting the whole night cos i was in my bed to sick to move to my laptop LOL .
i watched family guy all night . honestly what a dumbass show , but so jokes at the same time LFMAO.
so yeah texted all night until 2 something , then i fell asleep not replying to him , then i woke up @ like 6 and texted him back LOL and apologized for sleepin on him . :)
so yeah not much happened but i`ll keep posting , ♥
ps ; stressing out for food & nutrition class tomorrow & the day after , major testing & MAJOR studying coming D:
- cw ♥
nothing much lately , this week was verry stressful or more like confusing week for me.
didn`t spend that much time with boyfriend cos i went down to mmhs & i went shopping for my jacket so that i can go snowboarding with the school (y) but yeah on friday was a good / bad day for me . so yeahh , i was like so exicted for after school and totally didn`t pay attention to math test cos i just wanted to see steven and spend time with him cos i missed him for the pass few days . then after school he like tells me hes leaving , hugs me and left D:
honestly that broke my heart into two . he tells me he missed me SOO much and stuff but he just leaves . and it sucked more when everyone kept asking me where he was and why he didn`t stay i tried doing the whole silent treatment but i couldn`t cos i missed him too much so then i finally msged him . told him i missed him and hes like wanna do something liek RIGHT NOW cos he missed me too :)
so we end up chilling until 7- 11 something . just that time with him made me :D
so yeah weekends was such a (n) , i got sick for a bit . my head felt like it was a hot air balloon & then i tried changing my ringtone on my phone but not only did i do that , i end uo killing it too ;$
fml moment for me honestly . like it kept freezing , i think my ringtone had a virus to it or something like wtf -.-
so yah , steven texted me and i was in the middle of texting him back and it froze .. fml fml fml !
so i finally manage to delet the ringtone and it worked again ! i was so happy :)
first thing i do , text steven ♥
and we end up texting the whole night cos i was in my bed to sick to move to my laptop LOL .
i watched family guy all night . honestly what a dumbass show , but so jokes at the same time LFMAO.
so yeah texted all night until 2 something , then i fell asleep not replying to him , then i woke up @ like 6 and texted him back LOL and apologized for sleepin on him . :)
so yeah not much happened but i`ll keep posting , ♥
ps ; stressing out for food & nutrition class tomorrow & the day after , major testing & MAJOR studying coming D:
- cw ♥
Thursday, January 14, 2010
adoreee you ♥
Cause it's in a smile, uh oh,
Oh in the crowd, uh oh,
Oh and I wonder if you hear me..(8)
LMFAO , ^ annie got those lyrics in my head now ♥
so whats been good lately . hmm stressing out for school ): just realize that there isn`t much time left for this semester. its ending .. im happy yet im (N) cos i have class with my baby but in three weeks i don`t ):
so yeah , been stayin up real late tryna do assignments D:
eye bags much LOL so yeah . much hasn`t happen the past few days. just visited mmhs yesterday and i saw like my friends :) miss em like hella lot ! what else , oh ya guess who i saw LOL hasan ! ohmygsh , that kid cracks me up like craaaaazy ! he walked by and was like WHOAAA ! then hes like your hair its black and he gets all smiley . uh ew buddy no -.- then he gave me one of those "checking you out look " LOL . whatta day form that . also had my intimate talk with gordon :) miss that loserface uber much ♥
so yeah , missing those days with you guys .. things seem so different .. what happened :O
yeah were a yr older but now we all seem like strangers ? how the heck did that happen ):
; guess what ! i got a TNA JACKET CHEEYEAH ♥ now i can go snowboarding without freezng my bum :)
ps; schools having a snowboard / skiing trip , so going ! gotta do my new year resolutions hehee !
did a bit of shopping today too , mostly accesories .
anways the past two days i haven`t been chilling with my friends after school cos i went to mmhs and i had to go to fairview today . i miss them so much ): and i didn`t get to chill with boyfriend too which is BOO (N)
but its okay , tmrw is friday whcih mean weekend is coming = sleep <3>
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
HAPPY BiRTHDAY BABY ♥
lets begin with , happy birthday baby :)
so today i was actually wide awake during school tho i only had 5 hours of sleep LOL honestly you shud see the size of my eye bags , they are MASSIVE :O
but yeah . business was boring like hell , didn`t even study for my test tmrw ): so screwedd .. but during civics had to do a presentation for YPI and i had my phone on my bum pocket. and guess what steven does -.-
hes texts me 10 times , so when i was presenting i had my ass vibrating . i was liek trying to hold in my laugh . felt so weird , whatta boob ):
but yeah , didn`t do much in classes today , kept texting like ususal LOL.
but yeah , after school watched a bit of the girls v-ball game but so akward cos there was like a line of guys staring at the girls booty & im just like there uhhh O_O
but went home later on cos i had asurprised fro steven LOL. so he came over and i had plan out eating cake with him. so i blindfolded him , then i lit the cake with sparklers but that was a fail , frikkin sparklers go out so fast and it like almost burned my fingers D:
so yeah i just like shoved him to it and was like uhh COME FAST, SEE IT < HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUAH LOL
but yeah , i got him a card too and put like two pictures of us in there:)
then i got him helium balloons which he untied and it flew up to my ceiling , ohmygsh that made me laugh SOO HARD. we were like oh crap how do we get it down. so we were like tryin so hard but we manage to get it.
then he tied it to his bag LOL . oh my he had to walk around with balloons above his head. i laughed SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hard . cos people were liek staring like wtf. he looked like up , mini style LOL
so yeah thats how my day went today . pretty fun . he made me :)
any doubts with him has gone away . we shud move on from the past and focus on the future ♥
ps; visiting mmhs tmrw to see my old chums ♥
can`t wait , miss em like a fat kid loves cake :)
blog tmrw
peaceeeeeeee !
-cw ♥
so today i was actually wide awake during school tho i only had 5 hours of sleep LOL honestly you shud see the size of my eye bags , they are MASSIVE :O
but yeah . business was boring like hell , didn`t even study for my test tmrw ): so screwedd .. but during civics had to do a presentation for YPI and i had my phone on my bum pocket. and guess what steven does -.-
hes texts me 10 times , so when i was presenting i had my ass vibrating . i was liek trying to hold in my laugh . felt so weird , whatta boob ):
but yeah , didn`t do much in classes today , kept texting like ususal LOL.
but yeah , after school watched a bit of the girls v-ball game but so akward cos there was like a line of guys staring at the girls booty & im just like there uhhh O_O
but went home later on cos i had asurprised fro steven LOL. so he came over and i had plan out eating cake with him. so i blindfolded him , then i lit the cake with sparklers but that was a fail , frikkin sparklers go out so fast and it like almost burned my fingers D:
so yeah i just like shoved him to it and was like uhh COME FAST, SEE IT < HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUAH LOL
but yeah , i got him a card too and put like two pictures of us in there:)
then i got him helium balloons which he untied and it flew up to my ceiling , ohmygsh that made me laugh SOO HARD. we were like oh crap how do we get it down. so we were like tryin so hard but we manage to get it.
then he tied it to his bag LOL . oh my he had to walk around with balloons above his head. i laughed SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hard . cos people were liek staring like wtf. he looked like up , mini style LOL
so yeah thats how my day went today . pretty fun . he made me :)
any doubts with him has gone away . we shud move on from the past and focus on the future ♥
ps; visiting mmhs tmrw to see my old chums ♥
can`t wait , miss em like a fat kid loves cake :)
blog tmrw
peaceeeeeeee !
-cw ♥
Saturday, January 9, 2010
All Night Long ♥
seductive song name ehh ;) im sorta atm , really obsess with 2PMS songs. my friend natalie showed me them and got me hooked on ! they lyircs are REALLY good and the beats are to die for hehe!
so yeah the weekend is finally here :)
but it ends SO fast to me , guess time flies by when you with your loved one right ? so yeah , what did i do today .
of course i slept my ass in LOL. gotta take this opportunity and sleep in all the way. then i got up , did the usual. then this morning my baby texted me :)
i wanted to go chill with him around the city somewhere but who crushes my hopes .. my mommy ):
she said it was too cold to go out so i had to stay home. so what i did was went to second cup with steven . i was craving for their peppermint hot chocolate .. but it wasn`t there anymore .. fml what the FOCUS , don`t think wrong people LOL
so yeah yesterday we had this church performance and alike all my friends from PETHS was there . it was almost like a TC thing but really short version. there was like singing and skits and dances and like sharings from concelliors. it was REALLY good , honestly the stories touched me SO much . im really thankful for god that has provided so much for me. he provided me education , family friends , a home , steven . and just basically everything. he died for us and sometimes i feel so unworthy of it. he did it becos he loves us.
yesterday @ WTF they were saying how we shud tell the people important to you that you love them everyday . so they had volunteers go up with their cells and calling people they loved that they love them. it was so cute just to hear the person on the other line reply the same thing back . but yeah , the whole night just made me think over my life and the whole year coming up and what im gonna be doing with it .
now i can`t wait till TC , tc honestly changed my life last yr . i was so into god and felt like i was ready for anything , but then school got in the way and made me grow apart from god . im slowly feeling like im coming back to god. just some time to grow with him.
anyways , basically i had a very tiring and stressful but a good week ♥
gotta sleeep now , church tmrw then skating then HOMEWORK MY MOTHAAFLIPPING ASS OFF TMRW ):
- cw ♥
so yeah the weekend is finally here :)
but it ends SO fast to me , guess time flies by when you with your loved one right ? so yeah , what did i do today .
of course i slept my ass in LOL. gotta take this opportunity and sleep in all the way. then i got up , did the usual. then this morning my baby texted me :)
i wanted to go chill with him around the city somewhere but who crushes my hopes .. my mommy ):
she said it was too cold to go out so i had to stay home. so what i did was went to second cup with steven . i was craving for their peppermint hot chocolate .. but it wasn`t there anymore .. fml what the FOCUS , don`t think wrong people LOL
so yeah yesterday we had this church performance and alike all my friends from PETHS was there . it was almost like a TC thing but really short version. there was like singing and skits and dances and like sharings from concelliors. it was REALLY good , honestly the stories touched me SO much . im really thankful for god that has provided so much for me. he provided me education , family friends , a home , steven . and just basically everything. he died for us and sometimes i feel so unworthy of it. he did it becos he loves us.
yesterday @ WTF they were saying how we shud tell the people important to you that you love them everyday . so they had volunteers go up with their cells and calling people they loved that they love them. it was so cute just to hear the person on the other line reply the same thing back . but yeah , the whole night just made me think over my life and the whole year coming up and what im gonna be doing with it .
now i can`t wait till TC , tc honestly changed my life last yr . i was so into god and felt like i was ready for anything , but then school got in the way and made me grow apart from god . im slowly feeling like im coming back to god. just some time to grow with him.
anyways , basically i had a very tiring and stressful but a good week ♥
gotta sleeep now , church tmrw then skating then HOMEWORK MY MOTHAAFLIPPING ASS OFF TMRW ):
- cw ♥
Friday, January 8, 2010
ROCK THAT BODY ;)
so this week , so hard getting my proper sleep not that i ever do LOL. i miss sleeeping in f`realz. but giess whats a very good song to me atm .. ROCK THAT BODY- BEP <3 that song is sexxx`d f`real LOL. so yeah this week . so stressed out . SOOO many projects and assignments assigned and due . haven`t even started cos thats how i am LOL. so yeah needa work harder (y)
but what happen this week .. hmmm well theres HAPPY2MONTHS BABY ! got him a matching cellphone key chain LOL
cos thats how cool we are :) but yeah just chilled with him at my house , even tho there wasn`t much to do spending it with you made it all good <3
but yeah today i had to go do this stuuupid ass YPI project for civics. mission down to 14th after school to interview this woman. yippeee ain`t that fun -.-
ohmygsh , i shud tell you about this thing thata happen to me that scared da SHYT outta me YO ):
so i was slowly falling asleeep when i suddenly heard a pounding noise beside my ear and in my head i was like WTF . and i open my eyes and i swear i saw a girl standing beside my bed. and then i closed my eyes and felt like a spirit go in my body cos then i couldn`t move my body . it moved my head and i was scared shytless ):
then it left my body and i was scared to move the whole night FML .
hopefully that doesn`t happen again yo .
soo , my slam, his birthday is coming uppp , his sweet 16th . i don`t know how to celebrate it with him cos he seems busy ):
so yeah , might be chilling with him on tuesday on the day of :)
okaaay , goal for this week , work on my PROJECTS > can`t fail nikkkkkaaa !
- cw
but what happen this week .. hmmm well theres HAPPY2MONTHS BABY ! got him a matching cellphone key chain LOL
cos thats how cool we are :) but yeah just chilled with him at my house , even tho there wasn`t much to do spending it with you made it all good <3
but yeah today i had to go do this stuuupid ass YPI project for civics. mission down to 14th after school to interview this woman. yippeee ain`t that fun -.-
ohmygsh , i shud tell you about this thing thata happen to me that scared da SHYT outta me YO ):
so i was slowly falling asleeep when i suddenly heard a pounding noise beside my ear and in my head i was like WTF . and i open my eyes and i swear i saw a girl standing beside my bed. and then i closed my eyes and felt like a spirit go in my body cos then i couldn`t move my body . it moved my head and i was scared shytless ):
then it left my body and i was scared to move the whole night FML .
hopefully that doesn`t happen again yo .
soo , my slam, his birthday is coming uppp , his sweet 16th . i don`t know how to celebrate it with him cos he seems busy ):
so yeah , might be chilling with him on tuesday on the day of :)
okaaay , goal for this week , work on my PROJECTS > can`t fail nikkkkkaaa !
- cw
Monday, January 4, 2010
i never thought you would share me your life ♥,
FIRST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL .
honestly .. nothing special , same old same old LOL .
i actually was like wide awake to get ready for school , get to see all my friends .
but i was thinking back to mmhs , always my mind wanders to that , don`t know why , miss you guys too much ):
so yeah , first class .. business (n)
kill me honestly , the most boring ass class ever ! teacher is a cheap ho and keeps talking , no one cares -.-
but yeah , i was like texting all morning tryna not fall asleep . but i did sleep today LOL , in food class !
im so good hiding my sleeping from the teacher :)
today was a cold day . nothing special happen today .. hmmm except my boyfriends ear totally got a frost bite from the cold outside. he had to walk to school this morning , i feel bad . he looks like dumbo LOOOL.
s`kay , i styll love you ♥
oh yeaah ! today like everyone notice my black hair , so jokes. everyone was like oh is your natural hair light brown ? im just like O_O uhh i dyed it brown and now i dyed it black LOL. peths you guys crack me up hehee !
well , now i gotta start my ass of a projects for school , semester 2 coming soon which mean exams = epic fail ! blog laterrrr :)
- cw ♥
honestly .. nothing special , same old same old LOL .
i actually was like wide awake to get ready for school , get to see all my friends .
but i was thinking back to mmhs , always my mind wanders to that , don`t know why , miss you guys too much ):
so yeah , first class .. business (n)
kill me honestly , the most boring ass class ever ! teacher is a cheap ho and keeps talking , no one cares -.-
but yeah , i was like texting all morning tryna not fall asleep . but i did sleep today LOL , in food class !
im so good hiding my sleeping from the teacher :)
today was a cold day . nothing special happen today .. hmmm except my boyfriends ear totally got a frost bite from the cold outside. he had to walk to school this morning , i feel bad . he looks like dumbo LOOOL.
s`kay , i styll love you ♥
oh yeaah ! today like everyone notice my black hair , so jokes. everyone was like oh is your natural hair light brown ? im just like O_O uhh i dyed it brown and now i dyed it black LOL. peths you guys crack me up hehee !
well , now i gotta start my ass of a projects for school , semester 2 coming soon which mean exams = epic fail ! blog laterrrr :)
- cw ♥
Friday, January 1, 2010
its 2k10 baaaaaaby ! <3
hmm , haven`t bloggedddd for a heck of a long time ! well im back . so hmmm , lets just start with a warm HAPPY NEW YEARS ! wow , looking back @ `O9 . manny memories f`real . don`t know how i would have gotten thru it without my family and friends . you guys mean SOO much to me , no lies . i styll remember the days back @ mmhs . fun times tho so much dumb sh*t happen and drama going on .. we all styll got thru it and im glad we did . this year we all became the person we are now from all the stuff we`ve been thru. missing those relaxing summer days where we just chill wherever , good times . partys , beach , pmall . no matter where my friends made my day . the big change for me during O9 was moving . i have never moved anywhere new or been the new kid .. boy was that a experince . thank gosh i had my best friend annie there with me . wasn`t for her i don`t know what the heck i would do ): but yeah , not a mmhs girly anywhere . i be rocking them PETHS LOL. yuppp , the new kid there . i remember how i was SO upset cos i made no friends in the beginning and i would go home crying . but then vivian and natalie and steph came up to me one day and asked me to eat lunch , friends ever since . thanks guys :)
hmm , i still miss mmhs with all my heart , but when i come to think of it . i wouldn`t change what happen this yr for it . if i stayed @ mmhs , i wouldn`t be with my loving stevenlam <3 or met any new friends . moving and adpating to a new enviroment was honestly a big change for me but a good one . cos if it wasn`t for that , i wouldn`t have stepped outta my comfort zone . honestly to me , i always knew my place and where i stand @ school back at mmhs . i knew who were the people who were beyotches , the fakes , the bullys , the ethnics groups . i always knew my place and what i have to do . but for once . i fee like im not in charge of whats going to happen . feels like i can finally go with the flow now .
new yr means new change .
made new year resolutions of course . try my best to follow em this yr LOL .
but main thing this yr is to go with the flow , and let things happen cos i know they happen for a reason .
+ hehee , today spent the first of 2o1o with my baby :)
interesting day with him . chilled @ home .
then went to play in the snow like little kids .
then went bowlinggg , can`t believe i got my ass pwned by someone who never bowled before D:
but its all good , i styll love him . <3
; if your reading this , imma leave you with something important for this yr mmky ?
love each day & live with no fear .
^ do that & you`ll be living your life to the fullest .
anyways , nights and imma try to blog more about my 2k10 :)
- cw .
hmm , i still miss mmhs with all my heart , but when i come to think of it . i wouldn`t change what happen this yr for it . if i stayed @ mmhs , i wouldn`t be with my loving stevenlam <3 or met any new friends . moving and adpating to a new enviroment was honestly a big change for me but a good one . cos if it wasn`t for that , i wouldn`t have stepped outta my comfort zone . honestly to me , i always knew my place and where i stand @ school back at mmhs . i knew who were the people who were beyotches , the fakes , the bullys , the ethnics groups . i always knew my place and what i have to do . but for once . i fee like im not in charge of whats going to happen . feels like i can finally go with the flow now .
new yr means new change .
made new year resolutions of course . try my best to follow em this yr LOL .
but main thing this yr is to go with the flow , and let things happen cos i know they happen for a reason .
+ hehee , today spent the first of 2o1o with my baby :)
interesting day with him . chilled @ home .
then went to play in the snow like little kids .
then went bowlinggg , can`t believe i got my ass pwned by someone who never bowled before D:
but its all good , i styll love him . <3
; if your reading this , imma leave you with something important for this yr mmky ?
love each day & live with no fear .
^ do that & you`ll be living your life to the fullest .
anyways , nights and imma try to blog more about my 2k10 :)
- cw .
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